lol Well, one for two. Not bad. Yeah...rofl it takes a lot for a place to be considered the "Sewer of the Internet," so I can't fault you for avoiding 4chan. I occasionally browse Tumblr and Reddit myself, though I don't have an account on either. But, I definitely understand how easy it is to fall into the "dark side" of either.

A "massage train" doesn't really sound like it has anywhere to go BUT awkward. I get the point...desensitization to your fear of touch, so I see the purpose. But I can't say I wouldn't have at least thought the same thing you said...lol you just took the extra step (to which I would extend the highest of internet fives) . She may've taken that seriously, which might've contributed to her...assessment.

You've a logically thought out and mature viewpoint of virginity, in my opinion...kudos to you. I admire that.

I'll definitely add you as soon as I'm able. I usually piggyback off a friend's wifi tether, as my college firewalls are insanely strict. They might've lowered the guard a bit with the upgrades they've been doing over winter break (fiber optics! ), but I'm apprehensive at best. But in a worse case scenario, I'll add you once I go back to work for the month...my boss is cool enough to let me work just a day a month while in school to keep myself on the payroll.

But ultimately, I don't think there's anything particularly "abnormal" about your "preoccupation." You're twenty. Using myself and friends in my age group as a standard, you sound right at home to me.

Hugs,
Harley