hehehehehe.

Everyone in real life says to me, "what's the deal with the alone time???" I jokingly respond, "cause i want to sit on the couch nakie." *shock* they don't know how to respond to that and i said, "that's the point. do i want to do that? no. do i WANT to be able to do that or anything else if i so choose? YES!!!"

Well, what did i do? i sat in solitude...no t.v., no kids screaming, no one saying kim/mom do this. it was just me in my universe. i rarely am able to "sit with myself". it's so cool to be able to do that and like it...to enjoy the peace and quiet without fear, thoughts, etc.

i took advantage and found a special place inside of me last night. i feel a peace today that's rare for me.

I will tell you that I wanted to stay up all night and sleep all day and didn't...hehe. I was too relaxed! When I couldn't hold my eyes open anymore, I went to bed and all the "normal" sounds in this house felt magnified. I was home alone for the whole night! Whew. I made sure all the windows and doors were locked, turned on the t.v. to my favorite show and slept so hard without moving that I woke up with my arm hurting at the elbow! LOL. It hurts to type!

KD