See that's depression for you. You know how difficult to get motivated is and especially to follow through. But you mowed the lawn! You got some air and sun, some excersise (all good treatments for depression, by the way) and got something accomplished. I hope the lawn was tall before you mowed it, that way every day for a while when you look at how nicely groomed it is now you can have some lasting sense of accomplishment from it.

"Yea but they had to ask" is only a "negative" when depression gets in the way. People could, and have, asked me from the get-go "hey come see a movie, come see us, let us visit you" the isolation of depression kept me from doing any of that. If I had just once accepted an invitation it would have been a huge accomplishment for me, and maybe I wouldn't be in such a predicament now with no one left calling and no one left who'll answer my calls.

(Except Kevin... he's coming over to help me clean my gutters in the next few days.)

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