I feel like I am the same way, I'm also a very forgiving and understanding person. I also believe that I am a very altruistic person. There are a few things that I've done in the past that have really been bothering me that I've done that I've never owned up to. I am considering fessing up to them, I think that will be something to go over in therapy I guess. I guess it's just really hard to look back and realize I was in such a dark place and not knowing how long I was even there. I'm finally starting to feel alive again (sometimes). I would like to give closure to those I may have hurt or confused in the past with no intention to, but I will blindly forgive those who have hurt me. I am generally a good person just like most people and if I wasn't I don't think I would be lugging around so much guilt lol, so the good news is I guess I'm not a sociopath lol.