For those keeping up with my posts, yesterday I left a sarcastic message to my t, she is leaving in 5 weeks, (read my post) if interested.

As I was getting ready to call her this morning, the phone rang, and it was her, she said , she apologizes for not calling me yesterday and was thinking of me.

She told me not to apologize for the message, she knows this is a big change, and that I am dealing with alot of emotions right now.

She also told me that she found another t , so now I have 2 to choose from, and we will discuss that on wednesday, she told me I can call her before wednesday if I needed to.

I am hurting, not only because of my t, but I am dealing with so much stuff, my h mother whom I cant stand, is not well, doctor says she should have her affairs in order, but my h leaves all that responsability on me, I am a caretaker , so basically I do everything for both of them.

One of my good friends is leaving in a couple of months out of state, and told me this last night.

I am dealing with all these memories and flashbacks due to working with csa.
Now my t is leaving in 5 weeks which equals 5 hours, omg.