Thank you Sometimes. I've thought a lot about what you wrote. I agree with you in general about how powerful psychiatry is, but I don't think it applies to me. You see they think nothing is wrong with me. They won't give me meds or ECT even when I asked for it. So I don't see why they would try to force me to do anything. I am nothing to them. I won't cancel the OT appt so I can't be seen as refusing treatment. The OT will refuse me; she was practically itching to last time I saw her anyway. No-one wants to treat me!

Also you're right about hospital sucking away your will to live, it's completely backwards! My ward had 2 tvs but daytime tv is so appalling that it was always rubbish no matter what one you watched!

@Faerie: Thanks so much for the hugs. I really need them Glad you can read today

@Cracking: Sorry you're sick I have a cold and my throat is so sore. Luckily they don't last forever. Hope you feel better soon.

*Willow*