I agree with Ozzie. When I was in college after my assault I went through a period of when I slept with quite a few of guys. I am not proud of it and really thought that I was in control of all the situations. However now I really think it was self destructive behavior because of the stress of the assault.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>