I grew up in a middle class neighborhood, but unfortunately my parents were neglectful & abusive to me and I had a hard time fitting in. I did not finish college and had a hard time keeping a job and being financially solvent. Now I am on disability and I feel embaressed talking about my life with old school mates (who were either friends or friendly aquaintances) Also even feel odd around cousins (who are mostly middle class or above) and around siblings friends. Anyone else feel this way? It's quite depressing.