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I've been on the ( divalproex 500mg tab ) My intrusive thoughts of writing hate violent emails messages , and fears that I harmed food and drinks with cleaning products didnt immediately go away, so I went back to the " psychiatric assessment center " on December 12/28/2013 and the doctor also put me on " olanzapine 10mg tab " the doctor said it would help me with my severe intrusive thoughts, I have to take one olanzapine 10mg tab nightly, tomorrow on Saturday I see the doctor , I'm gonna let him know the meds kinda calmed down the severe intrusive thoughts , but the scary thoughts are still there , maybe him adding me on an anti depressant like Prozac would help with this depressions and help stop the obsessive bad thoughts.....
It's been 7 days since I smoked cannabis
I promised my mother I will never smoke cannabis ever again
And I don't drink alcohol either
The doctor did say I have psychosis and thought disorder
" I just want to wake up and be normal again , I want to have a clear mind with good healthy thoughts "
I am all peace and love
Please lord and Christ help me
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