I've been in my current relationship with my first boyfriend for exactly a year and we're both 16 years old. He's amazing to me and we're just perfect together, we know how much we mean to each other and we've already planned our future together. It's mushy, I know. The only obstacle is my insecurity issues, which are deep. It also doesn't help that my boyfriend is very cute and popular in our school and he can have any girl he wants.

My boyfriend willingly tells me everything, especially when he sees a girl who is attractive that just walked pass or is in his classes. I hate the feeling of being jealous. I don't react when he tells me cause I want him to feel comfortable telling me anything, but it bothers me and sticks in my head. He always tells me I'm beautiful, but I find it hard to believe him anymore. He is trying to pursuade me to allow him to sexually sleep with other girls just so he can adventure and experiment. He tells me how much I mean to him and that he doesn't want to get bored of me, but its hard for me to agree to something like that. And I know it just annoys him when he asks and I say no cause he calls me 'close minded'. Its making my self-esteem drop so much and I feel I am no longer caring about anything anymore. Not even if he breaks up with me to go have his fun.

I want to make him happy but I can't imagine him being with someone else like that while with me. I hate being possessive, but he's mine and I don't like sharing. Its driving me insane can someone please give me advice.