Sure, I have been frustrated with T, but my feelings of trust and truly liking him has never changed, so in that sense I am with you.

However, there are times that I dread going because we are working on me and I need a lot of work, lol. I get frustrated while talking to T, because it brings up the crap I need to work on. T likes to say that my relationship with him is practice for all my other relationships and I am bad at relationships, so there is another reason why I love and dread T day. On the days that we connect, I am not too mad at myself, and I feel like I understand myself, my mental illness, my thoughts better are the days that I walk away from T, looking forward to my next session.