the depression that I use to know. The one that I curl up into myself and just go away, for days, weeks, months only moving to use the bathroom. I'm sick of this ability to move through life but having all this weirdness go on and wanting to harm myself. So me being me I quit meds cold turkey. I was still going through withdraw so I took it today so I didn't spontaneously vomit in therapy plus I had/have a migraine. I don't know if it's the food or med withdraw that's really messing me up but T has told me I need to stop taking medication vacations and just decide one way or the other. My husband, psychiatrist and therapist said they'll stick by me whatever I choose but how do you choose and stick with it?