I always look forward to going, and anticipate it throughout the week. I treat it like the most important thing in my life. But, I do often get nervous about it and may not exactly be excited. Therapy is like an emotional roller coaster for me. I never know whether I will end up in devastation, turmoil, glee, or infatuation after a session. It's rare that my emotional state for at least the first few days of the week will not be directly affected by what happened in the last session.