Hi 813i,
Im so sorry your going through this with your parents. I've been dealing with similar situation with my parents as well. Its not easy.
I don't know if your in therapy, but I suggest you try it. It may or may not work. Everyone is different and it can be hard to find a therapist that works for you. For me I've been going to a therapist, & it helps to be able to talk about those things. To have someone reasure me that im worth something. Or that its okay to feel upset
Don't believe what they said, its not true. Sometimes people(parents included) don't understand what your going through. They may be frustrated/scared/upset and this is their way of dealing with it, even though its not a good way.

Do you have someone you can talk to about it? Or you could write/draw how your feeling..sometimes getting it out helps. Also have you ever talked to your parents about how you feel when they treat you like this?

Hang in there.
~Scout7

"I need a drop of grace to carry me today"