I guess EDNOS makes sense. I definitely eat too much to be considered anorexic, but I don't purge when I binge either.
Today was another bad day. I had two suppers, because my parents didn't know I'd already eaten, and then I took my sister out for ice cream (and of course I had way more than she did). So it wasn't exactly the worst binge I've ever had, but I'm feeling really bad about it now. Now part of me is wanting to take laxatives and get rid of all that food, and another part of me is wanting to raid the fridge and eat even more.
I'm not currently seeing a therapist. I know I'll probably be going back at some point, but any advice on what to do in the meantime? I've considered talking to my parents about it, but I'm not sure, because I think they might react by over-controlling everything I eat.
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