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I want to cut so badly. But I'm holding back. I promised myself that I'd leave my skin to heal; to watch my scars slowly fade. It's so hard though. Especially since I just want to give up because I just don't see the point in trying to anything anymore. But I don't want to give up. I want to be free from it all. Argh! Stupid conflicting thoughts.
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"Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World.
Medication:
Olanzapine 20mg
Fluoxetine 20mg
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