...it's been days now I don't feel now!...

I am immune I am numb to life...

...this does not please me...

and yet I scream out loud for such dis-association...

I cannot identify this ...

...this ridiculous emotional accident!

I know for sure I am seriously compromised...

I dilly dally with what's opportunistic...

and I come away and arrive at the same place

...it's convenient to forget that I did function and love well!

something went very wrong something in me is very wrong!..

I know with intellectual intimacy...that I am a mistake

...nobody can be silly enough to adapt to the lies that they try to tell me like I am wrong...

I am satisfied to be in charge of this lonely situation...

to be bipolar borderline...

I have power over the dis-agreements..

people who do not get it...my psycho love to you

zzzz...DM