thanks for your support guys. it means a lot. im still hurting. I miss him a lot. I had to change the picture on my phone because it was of him and it hurt too much to look at it. I cant get the image of them putting him to sleep out of my head. I was holding him in my arms and they injected him and his little head fell over. it was really hard. I am still so sad about it. my mom took me to her house for the night. I have plans today with friends. I cant be alone in my apartment right now. because its so empty