Oh, that sounds so very hard! Have you gone to your regular doctor had blood and urine tests up the whazoo and made sure you don't have any hormone, vitamin/mineral deficiencies from the odd eating/sleeping, etc.? I know I just started taking Vitamin B-12 better, like my doctor suggested awhile back and it appears to be making a difference. I woke in pain this morning like I haven't for more than a month and know I overdid it with the candy yesterday, etc. I try to stay hopeful and when that is really hard, I go into "scientist" mode, endure, knowing it can take a much longer time than I'd like, and experiment.