I've for the milder type too (with a hint of psychosis) and due to my meds I'm rapid cycling also. I hate it, but too be honest I appreciate the chance to FEEL with the mania. I was very very shy as a child so the outburst of confidence I have - even if it does get me in to trouble every so often, is a breath of fresh air.

Just remember your not alone, try looking at more of the positives than the negatives! Xxx