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my "stuff" thread was getting rather old. I thought in honor of the new year I'd start a new thread....
some of the old "stuff" is still going on, but I'm going to set that aside right now.
I'm frustrated with myself. A friend came to visit over the holidays. Her plans got changed, so our plans were changed, but she did come for a visit. I was not happy about the change, but rolled with it. I enjoyed having her here for the week. At the same time there were things I wanted to get done while I was off work. All she wanted to do was sit and read. I got frustrated with that. I finally just started doing the stuff around the house while she read. I was also struggling with having my daily routine disrupted.
She went home yesterday and I'm in a tailspin. I'm so danged lonely. Normally I love my solitude here on the farm. Now I'm feeling isolated and hating it. It's like I want something more in life but I have no idea what that is. Color me confused and frustrated.....
Folks, what I probably need is a good swift kick in the backside to stop feeling sorry for myself. I sure could use some hugs though.
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