I know that my boss (Ed) has been watching my back threw it all. Its so hard to talk to anyone about whats going on in my life. I feel that my problems that im dealing with are not that big of a deal to others and there problems are worse then mine. I always think like that and I say nothing to no one and in return I start to feel worse...like im standing alone. Its starting to seem like there isnt a light at the end of the tounnel.