Hi all, so I've been on meds now for about 8 weeks for depression mainly and this week I've finally finally started feeling OK, not great but ALMOST happy. I know I will probably go on a downer again but we'll see... But does anyone else feel that sometimes when they feel ok they actually miss being depressed?? Is it the comfort and security of being in that dark place that you know so very very well? Is it that you are not used to feeling happy and suddenly don't know how to handle it? Or is it just not normal? I feel a bit guilty for feeling like this because when I am depressed I want to be ok and when I'm ok I don't want to be ok. Isn't that strange??