Are you kidding?! I know you aren't but, really?! Don't mind me, I would give a lot to leave the sadness behind forever. It would change my life.
I would like to think that with your uplifted mood you would start to have a bit more energy and get out of your head for awhile, do something different, and follow the happy mood around instead of retreating into the darker place. Enjoy this time, don't be afraid to embrace it! I am so happy for you! You deserve to feel good!
Best of luck to you today as you explore this brighter place...