I had to move from my home town. I can't go back without slipping and taking over a month to stabilize. Not because I grew up in a bad home or because I don't get along with my family. I grew up fine and my family is really close. It's because everyone knows how unstable I was. I can't walk into any public place without putting myself into somewhere that I had a bad episode. The sucky part is because of my eating disorder I can't walk a block without seeing a place that I hid food. Even at home I can walk through my old home I see the pain and torment I caused in my home.

Maybe it's time to move on? or to a part of your city you don't know?