As far as my mom goes there was one time when I was feeling depressed and suicidal and I wrote down everything that I was feeling and I put the note on her bed. After she read it I didn't really get the response I thought it would have. At first she asked to talk but I said later because I was afraid to look her in the eye and tell her everything. After that she just stopped caring. I know she doesn't understand how I feel because she thinks I can just choose happiness and it's my fault that I'm depressed. I guess after that O just don't know who I can open up to and who I can trust.