Hello AltecLansing. It's refreshing to know someone out there is in the same situation as me . I am also fighting the part of me that Is definitely evil, I try to ignore it but lately it's gotten worse. The only time it goes away is when I keep myself busy but I'm not sure that it's a permanent solution. I have not and have never had any mental problems but this is eating me from the inside.

To answer your question, If I were to loose my battle and become any type of pure evil I like to think I would kill myself, but if it were to really happen I'm not sure I would go through with it. My advice is that it's pointless to kill yourself over something you might do, but if you seriously find yourself on the edge I would get help. Hope this helps, but what the hell do I know. If you find any tips on how to make it go away please share.