Last year was my worse year for self injury and depression. I did countless stupid things including cuttong burnikg starving and several attempts on my life. After 3 months off work another 3 months of counselling things got better. I went back to work began seeing my friends again and got rid of the blades. I even moved out of my parents house and into my own. Sounds good right? For the last few days it feels like its happening all over again. No one wants me around and im in the way so stay locked up in my house. Everything I do is wrong. .tonight has to be the first time in ages ive considered harming myself or wishing I were dead..why is this happening again? Words of advice please? Anyone?
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