Hope you feel better. If you next time think it but dont say it , it will work better for ya. You have a right to think that way. Just tell yourself next time you meet someone that they too are delicate and feelings get hurt as much as girls do.

Next time the man will not have a rough time if you don't verbalize all of that stuff.

You have c ontrol of yourself and can trust yourself on a date. So what have you gpt tp lose. Go out and have fun. Be careful, but have some good times. Men are fun to keep around and you don't have to do anything you don't want to do