Well, I admire you for your dedication to making your relationship work, and I don't discourage you, but it's important that you do this for YOU.

It's like when I tried to quit smoking...I enjoyed it (and...lol still do, a bit, but I'm doing good so far!

), but I was quitting because my mom didn't approve. Trying to quit for someone other than myself was difficult. When I decided to try to quit for me, I had a lot more success, and felt better about doing it...I was a little resentful when I wasn't quitting because I wanted to. I think the same thing applies to your situation.

Do this because you want to, not to please your boyfriend.