I have spent 7 of the last 9 months putting off a job search because I felt I was not mentally stable enough to get hired. This past couple months things at work really took a nose dive and I'm realizing I need to get out of there before I can pull out of this rut. I wish I wouldn't have waited so long, but I can't change the past, I can only push forward. I managed to score an interview on Tuesday so I guess I'll see how good I am at pretending while in a low.