Oh, I am so sorry innocentjoy!! I must have been projecting my abuser unto yours...I need more sleep. I am so sorry again.
Do you think distracting and avoiding is the best thing for you to do? I'm just asking because I tend to do that way too much. I allow myself to do it for about a week, but then I force myself to try to deal with what's bothering me.
What scares you the most about your abuser?