My sui thoughts are kinda recurrent. It just keeps going on and on.. but the real danger is when I know I'm really close to doing so. My T and pdoc knows this.. that when I do feel ok my sui thoughts are still present.
You can try to be honest again... if pdoc does that then why not try it with T?
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.