Been there
done that
bought the t-shirt
wore it out
now use it to mop up the tears...

Gosh. do I know that feeling...sometimes fight weekly, daily, hourly, by the minute and even by the second....at times.....the racing, questioning, nonsleeping, always harping on me, the hating, the fear, the paranoia, all the meds, any way out, everything all the time, nonstop.... oh I ramble...thank you!!!!!