Today I had to fight with her just to get out of bed, and she cried (real tears) all day long. I feel so bad for her. Next time if you have the time cuddle with her and read aloud for the day.

lamictal/seroquel combo That's my son's combo but he has the daytrana patch also. They have dissolvable lamictal (orange flavor) but the pdoc has to write the script saying dissolvable. (medicaid will pay for it.) The low dose patch was added after because he does have adhd and the continuous release over 9 hrs help when nothing else worked while keeping his mood in check.

I was told prepare for teen age years to be one big mixed state.

she's "too scared to talk" When my son told me that I hugged him and told him "I get scared with my pdoc. So I write. All my scary stuff goes in this book (a little magnetic purse size note book.) I give it to him and then I don't have to say the scary stuff. The best part is he gives me that book back. So he gives me back all my secrets. So it's like he never read it." Then we got him a book.

Is her pdoc a pediatric pdoc?

Try not to blame yourself. I know it's hard but your doing everything you can mental health wise. She has much more of a chance learning the skills she'll need to help her. She'll probably have better coping skills then most.