welcome welcome welcome!!! I'm new to this board too, but it has quickly turned into an air pocket of sorts. when I need to take a moment and "come up for air" I immediately logon and am breathing better in seconds.

everything you described is me to a "T". Every step of the shear breakdown every few months, the friends paranoia, all of it!
so let's take on this adventure together and learn to cope and start feeling better.

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