...it makes me wonder it makes me curious?

how can a kid know he is sick?

how can he then navigate without dis-appointment?
and he then navigates with indistinction

what does he do but occupy all the spaces his perfect emotions selected for him..

with unlike disregard but true regard!...

for all things that presented themselves to him...

falling over feet first and head later...

it is an unbelievable discovery...

to be a mistake

and yet I would not be alive if I did not know something within me was not quite right...

but I cannot forget when I felt better...

stuff happened to release my grip on myself...

I split inside... I split in half....

I am old enough now to see and feel the damaged bit inside me that continues to split...

...dubblemonkey