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Originally Posted by MilitaryMech
....God damned live wire.
I just got off the phone with my brother. He had a fabulous vacation and all I could do was say "cool" and "great".
My brother is so damn calm. It's like he's always on downers of something. He's smart. He's funny. Everyone likes him.
I'm a damned exposed nerve. I'm at the same time in a funk and ready to fight at a moments notice. I have few friends, and those are all women..... Who I'm not sleeping with. I am constantly misunderstood and am always pissing people off.
Ugh. I love my brother, I just wish I was more like him. Please don't think that I in anyway disparaging my brother. I just wish I was more like him.
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so ..??
so you started this by saying you feel like?
..and ...
I skipped the middle bit...
(you wish you were more like your brother)
you feel massively insecure I admit to you..
..can you admit to me the exact same thing?
...can you follow me down this path of reality?
...I realise you have an extensive album of terrible!
and you expressed this and now it's time to shake it!
you have abilities...you have your own reality...!
it's time to remove the realities of others and replace them with your own brother!
your heart is too big for this life....
why take others pain...and blame yourself ?...
you have a living gift inside you brother....
nothing is your fault...
so I will complete your introduction...
"I feel like I know exactly what I am doing now....it's me...I am me I am mine life is me and life is mine"