Sleep definitely plays a huge role in my BPD symptoms, same as if I'm hungry, etc. I hope you can get some more rest soon! Know you are not alone in feeling as if you are just existing, I have those feelings quite often.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg
depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury.