My heart hurts. I feel alone, I hate everything and everyone. I get the feeling like the whole world is against me. I pick apart pieces of me that I don't like and wish that they were replaced with more attractive ones. I feel guilty of being a ***** just for sleeping with a friend and never getting a call back afterwards. The man I truly wish to be with is married and my pregnant best friend refuses to call or text me back for no apparent reason that i'm familiar of. Half the time my friend that I live with gives me these bad vibes like she doesn't want to be around me or have anything to do with me. I need to put on a fake smile for EVERYONE just so that they can feel comfortable. I hate everyone. I have a ****** part time job that makes me feel like i'm turning into the obese, pathetic women there. Sitting at a desk all day only hoping I meet the quota with each week that passes... I don't even want to type anymore.. It's not like it will help any of this. I feel bored, helpless, miserable, alone, scared, ashamed, confused, and depressed. Who are we?