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Jan 05, 2014, 03:26 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2013
Location: Barcelona
Posts: 320
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I'm starting school on the 8th and I'm really afraid.
People of my grade treat us better now, we have some friends and it's nice. Even if they say something I learnt not to care, because I know every one in my grade and I don't give a damn about what they say.
But when it's other people of other grades I get really nervous.
I feel safe at school tho. When school ends all I want to do is go home. But some times they want to hang out with some friends and I'm okay as long as I'm not alone. I can't be left alone because then everybody will come to tell me things and laugh at me. But when I'm with friends I don't care and they don't do those things.
The thing I hate is when I go home because I live away from all my friends so I have to go home alone and it's horrible because if I find someone they will start staring at me or laughing or saying my name (not mine, bodys).
And it's terrible honestly 
I always try to avoid neighbours becouse I'm afraid of they talking to me.
But I don't know what to do I totally understand you
Chris
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