Dear The Fox & the Hound,

I love your name, it took me back to a time of adolescence, when the movie came out on tv, made me smile!

You know if more people were honest, they would admit times/thoughts of what you mentioned, even myself but it came from irrational thinking.

Your feelings, thoughts, and emotions are coming from your circumstances.
YOU are not your circumstances.

Wanting to get help is a good thought but not by the means you described.

How to get help.... ask for it, there are many people here who can advise you about getting professional help.
And here other members you can relate with and share true experiences.

You don't have to tell everyone how you feel but you can simply say, "I'm working on things" to your friends or family.

And thats a start! Be honest with yourself and the people helping you.

I hope this helps,
Happiedasiy