ive been drinking all day. the voices faded away a bit.

oh yeah you guys didnt know? i still hear voices even on this crapload of medicine and see things and feel paranoid. thats why im trying to get them to take me off. i will always have problems that meds cant fix and they cant understand that.

they need to lower it before i cancel all appts.

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my head is spinning but im not drunk. weird.