The trouble is, no matter how hard you try or how much you don't want to feel attached you cant control it. I'm pretty certain that attachment is a process that no one can fully control, well except by leaving of course. I even think that trying to control it might make it worse actually. I'm in the same boat, and I do not want to be attached, but I am. If your problem is intimacy, and you are feeling the pull now, odds are good the same will happen with a new therapist anyways. I think you're really at that crossroads where you will decide if you trust your therapist enough to be honest, as embarrassing and pathetic as that will feel, or decide you'd be more comfortable with someone else, or just to not bother with it. By the way, I hope this is not weird but I am a fan of your INFP personality style. Oh, and try Xanax before sessions.