Good, I'm glad. It's like taking a benzo, but without having the long sedating action. Perhaps now you can let your body rest a while and deal with the things in your mind and heart. I have mother abandonment issues myself and know how it can be to have that profound lack. Remember we all talked about it as a void or hole. And we all seemed to share how we felt it in our bodies. It may not help but you at least know you are not alone.