I can relate so much even with the psoriasis as I have that happen sometimes too. I think its stress (?)

I'm terrified to attach to my T and need to be in control at.all.times. Only it's impossible cause HE is the one with more power yeah, I resent that as well. I want to not feel this way. Not to need him. I told him at the end of our last session that I'm tired of talking about my needs and I find it very annoying. And some other stuff about my annoyance. He said he heard my comment about being annoyed talking about my needs so much and thinks we should talk about it next time Ugh. My mom abandoned me emotionally but I don't think it was her fault so I feel guilty too. Sucks.

Sorry you're struggling with your T. I hope it gets better soon.