I seriously believe people just simply do not like me, or at least not enough to be friends. It is always me who initiates contact with people, even if people in person say they are interested in hanging out or just simply talking, it is always me who initiates it and I'm no dummy, it clearly means they really don't care about me as much. And it is with everyone, like I seriously am sick of it and I'm just not sure what to do anymore. I can take a hint and if I find people really don't want me then I back off, but just don't understand why people don't like me. People will be like, oh yes, we should or will definitely hang out, and may even mention a specific day or what we should do. But then when it comes around, they are no where to be found. Sometimes I'll contact them and they'll say they can't or have already made other plans, or I'll wait for them to contact me and they never do. So it is obvious something is wrong, just don't know what it is. I'm really sick of it and it upsets me so much, I'm almost at the point of literally giving up on everyone all together, like literally stop trying to interact with people and only talk to people on a very superficial level since that's what people only seem to want to do with me.