How much do you tell your therapist about suicidal thoughts? My therapist knows i have them, but i don't tell him details like about a plan but one time he did come pretty close….And i get scared how close he will get to me telling.

I get a lot of suicidal thoughts, and I have plans. I think about it all the time..I also have deep dark secrets that I can't tell anyone and I'm worried about how close I'll get to him that I will trust him, and he will have no choice but to break that trust. Does anyone have this problem too? I'm worried I'm starting to trust him a little too much…I know as soon as I mention anything about a plan, he has to break confidentiality.