I think healingme4me had a good point that the way you present yourself physically might be a reflection of how you feel emotionally. Were you feeling more secure before you took a year off school? If so, it sounds to me like taking that year off to deal with your personal issues didn't really solve the anxiety you still continue to feel. Am I right? Because the root of the problem hasn't been solved, I would guess you are experiencing bouts of depression. And that manifests itself in your outward appearance. Until your anxiety gets treated, it will be hard to feel happy and secure in your own skin. Just my opinion...