I've worked with my illness for years, and a good chunk of it was med free, however I am with a new agency who isn't friendly to my illness and it has put more stress on an already stressed situation. I know once I get to baseline I can work but I can't work or look for a new job when I can't even get out of bed to bathe most days. It's been 9 months of depression and it isn't looking to let up anytime soon. I just wish it was so much easier to get to a healthy point.